I’ve been stuck in the house for almost 4 weeks now and it’s terrible, I’m barely out, there’s no one to chase. It’s just the same old cycle where I lose my mind for a month and want to do something proper. This is getting frustrating, when people ask how I’m doing and I tell them all I’ve been doing is playing videogames and staying inside, what do you expect me to say?
This isn’t as much of a physical recovery but a mental recovery too. I need to do something, if I was a sim, my social would be in the red. Sure there are people I talk to, but hell. Actual physical contact with another human would be lovely right about now. I don’t even care if all we do is just sit there in silence. I just want to be physically next to someone and just know that they’re there.
I’m losing it and it’s really frustrating, I want to get mad and throw things but I’m currently limited to what I can do. My sister doesn’t listen to what I say and I can’t do much or else I’ll over exert myself. Far out.