What happened yesterday I didn’t expect, I was feeling quite exhausted from Eric’s movie marathon on Sat and spent that evening watching episodes of Qi and playing Pokemon with Gino.
What happened on Sunday was worse, I laid in bed for a good 12 hours, I didn’t exactly get up until around 1 pm -Mind you I was fully conscious and just refused to move, not even for the prospect of some training. I couldn’t think straight and I was asking people if it was okay to think of her this much, I was lovestunned if that’s a word.
I couldn’t get her out of my head and all I could do was think of her all day, I wanted to call, text, contact her somehow but I had to use restraint. As much as I like her, as much as I want to see her again, there’s a border between assertion and just plain weird. So instead I spent the day playing Pokemon Conquest, reading articles and just trying my hardest to not think of her.
She drains me so much but I would give anything just to see her again.